the left behind trial

2007-04-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

i have decided to stop using blogger for the moment. Won't blog here any period from now.

SO, I've moved:
missyjacq.livejournal.com

2007-04-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

the seventeens' talk. get together.

thanks to some pathetic feller, it leads to us talking.

but i wad glad that we had that talk, though it can make someone emotionally unstable.

I LOVE MY SEVENTEENS.
ELAINE.CHARLOTTE.PEIMING.CLARISSA[though she weren't there].
I LOVE MY LG LEADERS
VIVIEN.MITCHELL.

rach's bday

2007-04-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

Rach's birthday cum girls get together at her place!!

shits

2007-04-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

Sheesh, i've really been very very lazy to update!
Full of shits, assignments, common test, class test, courseworks. AHH, Get out of my life. I hate all this shit.

Will be back when i'm really really free!

F

2007-03-28T10:43:00.000+08:00

Random fights at home causes emotional effects. Feeling god damn tired with all these stuffs, how am i suppose to concentrate studying if these problems are all within me?
It all started with drinking. If he wants to drink , why bother? Just let him be.

I'm just so fucking stressed up with school life. On one hand, i want to do well, i have the urge to study for my o's but on the other, i'm just so sick and tired of my life. Studying, playing netball, going to church. I no longer see a point in doing all these. This year just seem so different, wierd and unusual!

MARSILLING NB = fuckers

2007-03-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK, FUCK YOUR MOTHER LAH! STUPID FUCKING ASSHOLE, MOTHERFUCKER GIRL, FAT ASS SHIT, BIG SIZE BUFFALO. SHIT YOU LAH, KNOW HOW TO PLAY PROPER NETBALL NOT? DON'T KNOW THEN GO AND FUCKING LEARN IT! OH PLEASE, YOU'RE SOSOSOSOSOSO BIG FOR ME TO FUCKING MAKE YOU FALL. WHAT AN ASS! YOUR STUPID FUCKING TEACHER SHOULD TAKE YOU OFF THE COURT AND YOU AND YOUR FUCKING WONDERFUL NETBALL TEAM CAN JUST FUCK OFF AND GO AND DIE.MAYBE NOT FOR YOUR 'GA' SHE'S GOOD UNLIKE YOU BIG MOTHERFUCKER!!

JUST FUCK OFF AND PLAY WHAT YOU THINK NETBALL IS. YOU WILL NEVER GO FAR LIKE THIS. BIG BUTT, BIG FAT THIGHS AND ARMS.SMALL PEA BRAIN.SOME MOTHERFUCKING, ASSHOLE, SLUT CUM WHORE NETBALL. ALL THE BEST MAN. _|_
[SHOWS YOU THE FREAKING MIDDLE FINGER]

princesses <3

2007-03-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

My princesses.Miss those young and innocent days.Times when we cuddle together on the bed in those hotels in China, Bangkok and Malaysia.I miss holidays with them & slumber parties every year too. We missed it last year, oh and birthday chalets:]

early morning

2007-03-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

Just before netball match with chong boon. Just woke up, damn tired!!

SPECIAL SUNDAY

2007-03-18T21:57:00.001+08:00

I love today although i had to wake up super early. Clariss & cherlyn came to church today but couldn't accompany them that much cause i had duty. Thanks clarissa so much for keeping them company yea:]
Gym with the 2 babes and saw this cute guy, he was laughing at us cause we couldn't reach for the crappy high locker where or bottles lied. Lunch at the 99cents sushi shop, then i was wondering if my boyfriend were to bring me to any sushi/japanese shop to dine, i would definitely love him so much but he'll just go broke. Hahas!!

Luckily i got back home on time to meet my aunt and boy korkor. He shall be known as desmond on the blog, sound so orbit calling him boy korkor. Wore my nice espirit tee and also the beloved topshop shoes:]
I LOVE HIS BENG CAR. He looked so beng while driving, wearing that cool shades, one hand driving, loud music and sports car look alike car. WOW! The best car i could ever imagine. Ohkay, fine so its a sports car, a 4 sitter one. Its so awesome, and that shall be my dream car! love it. Its like so punk man:]
Met up with cousin carolyn and her boss TOM, he's from US. Had dinner together, he nice, the food's nice. Just great. Love today, Love that AWESOME CAR!

weekly posts.

2007-03-17T16:08:00.001+08:00

the past week was pretty great, i guess. It doesn't seem like a study period for me, it was more like a holiday, the playing arouond kind. Shopping trip on monday with me two favourites. I finally got the stuffs i needed maybe it was just a want. The messanger at night with my two babes and their mum, stayed over at their place. It was another girls day out. Tuition made me feel less guilty of not studying much during the holidays. Did some CIP with claudia, we're like so deaparate for it, but it was fun:)
I love the first meeting for LG. Laughed our ass off man, never felt much of that the first few months of the year, nit with them. I LOVE MY LG. Felt even much better after sharing some stuffs with regards to YMpact with SHASHA(charlotte). It always talks with these wonderful girls.
Netball competiton was soso. WE won those CB people but sadly juniors lost to them. More details can be found in LIYE's blog. hahas.
SHOPPING TRIP with my 2 babes and our mums again:)
The espirt guy in the fitting room was good looking!!!
Shopped practically the whole of orchard, bought many wonderful stuffs. Got those topshop shoes, i think i want that adidas bag too.

Jacq, you seriously have to stop shopping and playing around. The holidays are going to end and you did not do any work. For the fact that your o'level's are coming really soon. Do you really want to get into the course you want? Wake up man, and do your freaking work and STUDY!!
Start now! Why wait?

crave!

2007-03-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

Weekly dance practices haven't been this good this year because ELAINE's here! Hahas, i sure had loads of fun with her around:] The new dance routine is rather funny or should i say cute, its some dead doll kind of stuffs.

Sometimes, i feel so empty when i go to church. There's like this feeling you have no idea why you're there. Also having this funny feeling, like where's your committment, am i really committed to it! AHH, hate this feeling!

There's this IT fair at Suntec and i want to go and take a look! I want a MP3. Sheesh, and don't know if mummy allow. I want to go and take a look with her tomorrow and she says its not necessary. SHIT! I WANT I WANT.
PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE MUMMY:]
I'm craving for shopping trips with my babe! A good meal! Good,presentable results!
A MP3! And everything under the sky!

oh so wonderful!

2007-03-10T09:49:00.000+08:00

Sheesh! Its been a week since i've last blog. The last week of school for term 1 was so busy for all of us. So many books to bring, assignments to complete and not enough rest time.

I'm so proud of myself. I didn't fell asleep in class for the first 3 days. Hahs. BUT, by thursday, i was so dead tired, no more energy and so i fell asleep during chemistry lesson. Wednesday was like shit, the whole chinese class have to complete like 2 ying yong wen and the corrections for the first one. ting xie gai zhen and also 1 rather difficult to write chinese compo.

Sis left for Hong Kong on friday morning 4am. She's crazy but I want to go with her, SHOPPING! Though i have to do qutie a number of things but she unlocked the password to her i mac and she's going to get me some stuffs back from there. At night before she left, we had some sisterly talk, which i think we'll always do especially when she's going to go overseas!!

Yesterday, we had match with northbrooks, both C and B division. Our c'div played until so pathetic, so gu niang! They play rough, u guys also can do the same, but don't do until so obvious lah! Thry lost, but I'm proud of them as they played very well in the third quarter.
The b'div TRASHED them:] we totally played our game man, until the last quarter, they had no goals at all, but at the last quarter, they scored 3. and we has 8 more goals before we meet out target in the last quarter and the second quarter we misssed our target by 4. Therefore, we had to run 15 rounds around the bball and netball court! Our legs are dying and we still have to run.
I LOVE THE NETBALLERS!!! The c'div shouted 'we love you seniors' after we won them.
Afterall, i think that that school's rather nice, unlike the minah school we played against last year!!

Going to popular with xuan and meeting my 2 babes later!

love today

2007-03-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

What a great E-learning day i had at home, it was so crappy but luckily, i don't to do that much of it. I decided to just do what Mrs Lim asked us to and not to the video thing, Chinese was nothing, we don't even have to do it cause the test doesn't exist!!!

It was just another shopping day with my dear boyfriend, Jake! I think it will be another few months till we'll meet again, just like last year. Sheesh, we missed our slumber party last year better make sure we'll have it this year <3

3 butts squeezing in a small couch! How great it was. The 2 of us with yanxuan came together and watch TAKE THE LEAD. It was really a good show, love it! I miss our younger days.

That's the 4 of us.
[YanXuan, Cherlyn, Me aka Owen and Clariss aka Jake]

cam whore

2007-03-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

My 2 babes cam whoring with me yesterday!

retail therapy

2007-03-02T20:43:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, sometimes...
I really look back to those wonderful days, those days filled with fun. joy, laughter, happiness and saddness. Though we always fight in class, scream at classmates, giving attitude to teacher and many other more stuffs. But its just so wonderful that we're some how united as a class. We even play our lame and stupid game together, laughing at the stupid answers. It just really memorable.

Yesterday we didn't have to study in school but instead we had experiential day. We went to TP, hums and i thought that it was small and complicated! sheesh.. Felt so tired, went over to suntec for the career day thingy, got the answers to the worksheet with shiwen and the rest. [we just so wanted to complete it and leave] Pastamania for lunch, ate banana dessert pizza while the rest had solid pasta for lucch, felt so full after eating 3/4 of it. The bunch of us practically ROFL after knowing what marilyn and stefan did to junsiong's drink. Worst of all, he knew nothing about it, he's so blur heh!

Shopping with my babes and Fay also known as retail therapy by LY, spent like so long in the toilet;the girls thing! Walked around Marina Square, going in to almost every shop. It was great, shan't be like LY must say everything in detail, lazy lah! Claud looked Great in the topshop clothes, but she's like copmlaining forever.
Iloveitsomuch!

yesterday,today,tomorrow

2007-02-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

This week so rather busy, hectic. Finally 2 days off from studying in school as there's experiential learing tomorrow and also e-learning at home on friday. How great that can be right. Hahs.

I guess i could say that this week was like shit, rushing out history write up, social studies SEQ. So great right, hahs, its crap actually. Finally hands off with history and social studies - for the time being.

There's like so many people in class falling in love with WU ZUN and the show hana kimi! Janice, Marilyn and I are going crazy about wu zun, and EVEN our top national student likes the show too. Can't wait for the last episod on youtube. WAH!!

Had loads of fun in the computer lab and during POA lesson.HAHS, I finally know how to play the party game and also the around the worls in 80 days game. gees!! We wear in the lab today and finally youtube loaded, but the video took like 124586765 million hours to load. ARGH!

leaving on a jet plane

2007-02-25T19:33:00.001+08:00

Leaving one's homeland might be painful sometimes but if its for good, no matter how sad it may be we still have to look it in a positive manner. Met stefan at 2.15am today, picked him up in a cab and went down to the sirport. Sometimes, its rather amazing to see JC students studying in the airport at such times. Does it help?

After quite some time, they finally reached and we met, chat and played some rather brainless games but its FUN. Awaiting by the side with total silence, teardrops, mixed emotions, the ohsowonderful friendships of 4 years but maybe more for some of his brudders. Sheesh, i hate this kind of feelings but no matter what, i still went to sent Zul off. Before he went in, we took photos for remembrance sake. The best wishes and nice hearing/pleasing words that his really close friends also known as his brudders said to him; some in malay which obviously don't understand. This is touching enough to make us cry but there's still more, the scene where the guys hugged each other really make me miss him being in our class so much. It was really a very touching moment, maybe i'll never forget that scene. Said goodbye to his family and especially his mum, we can see that he really held his tears back, wanting to be strong infront of his family so that they won't worry so much. He's really strong, the girls cried but its not as if we wanted too but we can't control.

He'll be fine.

对不起

2007-02-24T22:28:00.001+08:00

I'm like having mixed emotions now.
[Pissed off, upset, happy, guilty]

I really want to send my classmate off, why won't you just understand me, understand why i want to do that? I didn't say anything about my friends are more important than my friends, and why do you just have to think that that is what i am implying? Isn't that very unreasonable? You're making me feel so guilty and that i will not go and send him off.

Daddy, i'm sorry okay. Is not that i don't want to listen to you or defy what you said to me. Its just like for once only. I'm so so sorry to make you worry so much for me and i'll also feel bad if i always make you worried!
Thank you for giving me the choice to choose to go or not. I'm so sorry and thats all i can say. Forgive me dad.

me220207

2007-02-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

Classes today were rather boring and draggy. Sheesh! We're like no difference from a robo, doing the same thing everyday. As days pass, we'll find out that we're so used to it and when we leave school, we'll feel rather wierd and will miss it so much.

I think that happens to everyonr here.

Beatrice and i went to visit the Dental centre today, for fun of course but we end up having checks ups. ARGH, i had toothache so the dentist helped me to do some stuffs. Had injection and stuffs, it was so pain man.

Finally, i watched HANA KIMI until episod 13. That's all they have on youtube now, waiting for them to upload episod 14, then 15 and its THE END! We'll have to wait for the next season then. GREAT, i know that i'll love it. Just recalled that they are fliming GOONG in korea now! HAHAHS. Once i'm done with my o'levels then i'll have all the time in the world to watch what i like; be it on youtube or on tv.!!

IFOUNDWUZUN'SBLOG!
HAPPY HAPPY!
M wad overjoyed when i said that i got his URL!!!

bits and pieces!

2007-02-21T15:42:00.000+08:00

Lazing around on the chair doesn't really make much of a difference by sleeping in the schoopl canteen! Today's so crappy, i just have no idea how to describe this ohsowonderful day man. Just when i thought that i could watch HANA KIMI on youtube in my school computer lab 3 before training starts BUT its taking like 4596275588 million years to load that freaking page. SHEESH!

Really don't feel like training today man, everyone's so tired and worn out. Even some of my teachers don't feel like coming to school. ARGHH. HAVE TO CATCH UP ON MY BEAUTY SLEEP MAN!
5A seems kind of wierd today. 5A isnt like the noisy and irritating 5a, everyone in class is so QUIET; all heads are on the table - should have taken a picture i guess!
So much for being Chinese New Year, 6 people in class didn't attend school today and guess what most of them are malays. Just when i thought that it should be the chinese not turning up. HAHS. 6 people didn't come and some went home after a while.

WHAT THE HECK!
GREAT, so much for being sec 5!
and, Lester is in Australia.

I can't help but keep thinking of that show and listening to those songs!!!

CNY

2007-02-20T23:21:00.001+08:00

The 2 weekends and 2 weekdays chinese new year holiday has ended and there's freaking school tomorrow. So don't feel like going plus there's like so many homework, assignments and project to complete!!

WE[classmates] visited Ms Fong place today and had a hell loads of fun. Her hubby was damn ZAI lahs! She didn't allowed us to DRINK, but her husband was like, let them drink lah. YAH! i so agree, hahas. We're just one more year till we reach the official age! hahas.

It was a great time at her place[i swear]. Almost all of us gambled and one of them lost like 80 bucks today but lost like hundreds yesterday. GOSH! I think that was like just the starting, we had loads of fun playing taboo in her guest room. Looking at how they played, how much the guys wanted to win the girls; that was really funny man. But sadly, THE GIRLS WON.

Watching myasusualfavshow, HANA KIMI just when i got back home but how nice that my sister just came back and luckily she's going to watch dvd with jon. HAHS. After watching episod 12, i really felt that it was damn meaningful. Love that part so much! =)

HANA KIMI

2007-02-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

It's going to be like 1am soon!
WAH!! Going headoverheels for that show can be rather draining sometimes, but i'm determined to complete the whole show as soon as possible.

I so have the urge to finish watching it on youtube by today although youtube has until episod 14 now.
I wonder will i even be able to go and sleep peacefully tonight cause' the show's getting more and more interesting!

ILOVEWUZUN!!

CNY-day2

2007-02-19T10:37:00.000+08:00

Its the 2nd day of chinese new year and because of some reasons we're not going visiting this year. Hence, staying home playing computer and doing homeworks are the ideal stuffs for me to do.
Although its the holiday, i'm still waking up so early all thanks to the stupid window where the curtains are of no use and the bright shinning light can pass through the window.
LOADs of HOMEWORK to complete:
1. Chinese compo.
2. Chinese zuo ji
3. Chinese jian bao
4. Chemistry worksheet
5. Physics worksheet
6. F&N overall plan
7. F&N 3 day food record
8. F&N RESEARCH!!!!

ARGH, i want to faint right on the spot.
Oh, and LORD i pray and pray and pray very very hard that i am able to complete my assignments before school starts. I would really be glad if i'm stress free when i go back to school. AND, Pray that my beloved sister would watch her dvds in the living room as i want to use her computer to watch HANA KIMI!! Thank you LORD. AMEN!!!

wu zun

2007-02-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

This is the feller that is going to be the HOT topic this season and i'm going gaga over it!
isn't he just cute looking?

HANA KIMI

2007-02-18T22:49:00.001+08:00

After 'ihavenoideahowmanyyears', i'm like going "gaga" over this new show on channel u called HANA KIMI!! Its like the really HOT topic among me and my friends! Woah!

Because of that show,
I WANT TO GET THE DVD/VCD
I WANTED TO RENT THE VCDS YESTERDAY MORNING!
I WANT MY SISTER'S COMPUTER TO WATCH IT ON YOUTUBE.
I KEEP DREAMING OF IT.
AND, I FIND THE GUY SO CUTE. MAYBE ONE OR TWO FROM FARENHEIT!!!!

See, told you that i'm going gaga over it.
I so want to watch till the end, can't wait for the ending!

2007-02-18T13:21:00.000+08:00

I'm darn bored at home now, didn't go visiting this year! But will be going to my aunt's place.

arhg, crap. I want to watch that hana kimi show but my dearest sister is using the computer and mine don't have the sound card thus unable to watch. Laine and i was talking about that show in church today! hahas, that cute guy from farenheit!! HOT topic for this season i guess!!

reunion dinner

2007-02-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

Awaiting in the hall, using the computer for my ohsowonderful uncle and his family to arrive. What a joke. Anyway, was watching youtube almost the whole day. this show is really cool man! The guy who will soon fall in love with Ella is so CUTE. sheesh! Really love him. Hahas (:

That show's really really nice and funny and i mean it!!! Ahh, somehow or rather i'm beginning to love that show. I want to faster watch finish!

Off to reunion dinner!!

CNY eve

2007-02-17T08:57:00.000+08:00

Its chinese new year eve and i had to wake up so freaking early thanks to the stupid window; sun shinning in!!
This year, it just doesn't have the new year mood. I know that i shouldn't say that, but, its just so...

Matthew's so nice!!
He always send me new songs. How good right!
[iknowu'llread]

*%#@

2007-02-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

FUCK!
I totally have no idea why i'm being so moody and having such bad PMS man. I'm also so tempremental and i hate it. What is freaking hell wrong with me.

I need someone to bitch to!!!

boring CNY celebration

2007-02-16T18:43:00.001+08:00

The weather today was so bad that it pisses so many off, especially JACQUELINE! Adding to that worst suituation was her freaking heavy bag and the tired legs. sheesh.

The CNY celebration was just a piece of stupid performance other that those that have appearence by Mr Kamlesh and also the wushu girl, Shiwen!! How wonderful can it get right? Beatrice, Marilyn and I almost fell asleep during the concert, gosh, it was that boring.

val.day

2007-02-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

Finally changed my blog, cause i'm feeling so bored about my old one.

Valentine's day:
I've spent my wonderful valentine's day with HOT people, HOT weather and had HOT deals. which also meant that it was spent with my HOT netball babes! with such a HOT weather. The wind wasn't there at all and the sun was burning our skin, maybe we've all gone a shade darker! lastly, not forgetting the HOT deals which also meant that the drills done during training. We had to do staircase, after so long of not doing it, i felt so tired lah! and played match before training ends and has to run 4 suicide runs. So darn tired!!!
Made chocolate cornflakes for my BELOVED 5A and netballers. They love it especially jenna, marilyn, sean and lester. Hahahs. So i think i'll make a box for them on their birthday!
Good idea yea :)

Slept super early yesterday due to the freaking toothache;hahs! Ate too much chocolates already!!